Catching Up

In what exactly? Well.. In Gossip Girl. I know.. Silly. BUT! I kind of fell out of love with the show/I had to work and miss it every Monday and didn't bother catching up before.. Then I saw some ads for new episodes (finally).. It made me want to catch up. Super glad I did. The show is over the top, but I guess that is what makes it.. fun?

Annnnyways.. In other news, I worked a morning shift today.. I really dislike working at 7:15am on a Monday. It is probably as close to death feeling as I will get until, well, death. It just sucked more because I really didn't want to be there. I spose that is with most days..

I am reverting to my lethargic mode again. I sort of feel like I have placed myself on autopilot.. I basically do not remember too many things from the last few days.. I remember my Friday night with Gordo and such, but after that I do not really remember any thing else. So bad. I hope I can snap out of this asap. It only happens every few months, and I mean, I know the reason why, but that doesn't mean I need to necessarily share it. Lets just say I will be happier when autopilot is off!

A few days off here.. Will be kind of nice. I think I am actually going to try and do a few things tomorrow. AKA 'tidy' up my room. It is an organized disaster. I would rather it just be organized.

And sleep. I have been doing good the past few weeks.. No sleeping pills. I just need to actually allow myself to go to bed when I am tired instead of being like 'I'm tired!' *glance at the clock, see it is 10:30pm and think that is too early*.

I think I am going to head to my nest now. I want to finish the book Choke by Chuck Palahniuk.. I am pretty close but I usually pass out after a few pages. Fight Club was awesome, I just cannot seem to find any enjoyment in this book. Sadface!